Hi, I am an average guy or I guess gurl in this case. I have a college degree, a job, a car and some decent income. I am a pretty normal guy, some say I am a lumber sexual. Not even sure if that is a thing. I like a variety of things, going out, staying in, movies, books, hiking, camping, photography and most sex/kink things as well. So...why am I here. That is a great question. The quick answer is, I am looking to explore a new fetish/kink. It came upon me without warning and I am not sure how to go about doing this. I have many idea's and I have had many fantasies about this. I have also realized I can't do this alone and need a partner of sorts. That's where you come in So lets start out by saying the fetish/kink isn't about cross dressing, not at this point anyway. I don't get excited about dressing up though it does entertain me to see what I can look like. I get excited about the unlimited humiliation experiences it can cause. I love the idea of being embarrassed, showed off, teased and even being called names. I love the idea of giving up power to someone to tell me what to wear, when to wear it, what to do etc etc. Giving up power should be what this is called huh. I cannot pass for a girl. not even close to a girl. I am a burly lumber-sexual type of guy. I have facial hair that I will not shave my face anytime soon. Over time maybe. I am a bear of a guy, beer belly, shaved head and stocky. I am set in my ways, stubborn and very much a mans man. So this will not be easy, even though I am very willing. I am bi, well as close to bi as I can be. I don't go out looking for other guys. If it happens, it happens. I do not consider myself to be like most cross dressers, trans or panty boi's in this lifestyle. I do not crave to be in women's clothes. I do not wear girlie stuff under my clothes when I leave the house. I don't have a need to dress at home and hide behind curtains cause I am afraid to go out dressed. I don't get anything sexual from wearing clothing, other than it feels nice and its kinky. I want to go out dressed, whether its for shopping, a dinner, on a date, a movie or clubbing. What's the point in getting dressed up if you don't go out. I am looking for help with this fetish/kink. I could use guidance and even training on simple things, like how to act, how to walk, how to put on makeup and clothing. Can you? will you? Would you? Lets chat. I have quite a few kinks and interests that I have to write down to help enhance your interest. See me on alt, respond to me there as I doubt I will be coming back to this site. Thanks

My Ideal Person I do not know for sure. I imagine someone who is crossdresser/trans friendly. One who understands or is willing to try to understand my mindset and that it is not belittling to anyone. Someone who understands or has an interest in humiliating a guy i certain area's of his kink. I just want someone to chat with, to explore with and just to see how things go. I am not opposed to long term. i'd rather have that than a one time thing. Communication, honesty, open mindedness, and an understanding are a plus in my book.